Turning Without FeelingPsalm 40:2

The Pit Was Not a Ladder Problem

This message is for permission to be lifted rather than waiting until you can climb out yourself

She has been getting ready to be rescued for three years, which is not a thing anybody has ever needed to do.

Here is her reasoning, and it is not stupid. She is in something. She would not use the word pit because that seems overdramatic, but there is a thing she is in and she has been in it a while and it has a shape. And she has decided that before she asks God to get her out, she should get herself to a point where she could reasonably be got out.

That means, in practice, a period of doing better. Some evidence of movement. Some stretch where the thing is under control enough that asking would not be embarrassing.

So she has been training. Not calling. Training. She has been trying to build the strength for a climb she believes she has to make, on the theory that God helps those who have got themselves within reach.

Three years of that. And here is the cruel arithmetic of it: the thing she is in is the exact thing that takes her strength, so the training happens on a diminishing supply, and she is further from being able to climb than she was in the first year.

She is not waiting because she does not believe. She is waiting because she believes she has to arrive at the rim.

That is you at the bottom.

You've been getting fit for a rescue. Building up to the point where you could be reasonably helped. And the whole time, the thing you are in has been taking exactly the strength you were trying to accumulate, so the fitness has never arrived and the calling has never happened.

The Pit Was Not a Ladder Problem

Every verb in the rescue belongs to Him

David describes what happened to him in one verse and the striking thing is how much of it he does not claim.

He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings.Psalm 40:2

Four actions. Count who does them.

He brought me up. Not I climbed. Out of the miry clay. The mud, the part where footing does not exist, which is the reason a person cannot climb in the first place. Set my feet upon a rock. He did the placing. Established my goings. Even the walking afterwards, the part you would think a rescued man could manage himself, is credited to Him.

There is no verb in that sentence belonging to David except the implied one at the start, which is that he cried out. That is the whole of his contribution and it is the only part that ever was.

You are in a situation Scripture describes as one nobody climbs out of, and every verb in the rescue was assigned to Someone else, and I am not making this easier than it is: Psalm 40:2 gives all four actions to God, in writing, and it is the Holy Spirit rather than my saying so who can get that to a woman who has been training for three years.

Look particularly at the miry clay, because it is chosen deliberately. A pit with walls you could climb is a different kind of pit. Clay is the detail that makes self rescue impossible: there is no grip to be had, and every attempt takes more out of you than it gains. Which means the strength you have been building was for a maneuver the psalm says cannot be performed by the person in the mud.

You have not been failing to get strong enough, and the climb you have been training for is not a climb that exists, which is written into the image rather than into my sympathy for you, with the Spirit of God able to reach three years of preparation that argument has not touched.

And the last clause is the one I would not want you to miss. Established my goings. After the lifting, the walking is also His work. So there is no phase of this where you have to become self supporting to keep what you were given. He does not lift a person out and then set a fitness test at the top.

This is a rescue rather than an assisted climb, and it does not require you to be within reach first, because Scripture puts all four verbs in His hands, and the Holy Spirit is the one carrying that down to the bottom rather than waiting at the rim.

The breakthrough

Stop training.

The pit in that psalm has miry clay in it, and that detail is doing a job: it tells you that self rescue is not a matter of insufficient effort, it is not available. There is no strength you could build in three years or thirty that would give a person a grip in mud.

And the psalm does not ask for any. He brings up, He sets, He establishes. The one thing the man in the pit did was make a noise, and the noise did not have to be impressive.

You are lifted rather than assisted, and the lifting happens from where you actually are and not from where you were trying to get to, because Psalm 40:2 gives every verb to God, and the Holy Spirit is the one making that a thing you can call on this morning rather than a psalm you find beautiful.

Call from the bottom. That is where the psalm was written from.

Declare this over yourself

Say them out loud, in whatever voice today has left you. The standing to say them is not something you work up to and it is not on loan from a strong week: Christ is in you, and the authority in these words belongs to Him and has been given to you in Scripture, made living by the Holy Spirit rather than by how much you have left. Jesus put the faith required at a mustard seed, which is His way of setting it under the line where anybody would trouble to measure, and then He said the part that carries: speak to the mountain. The mountain here is not the pit. It is the climb you have been training for. Speak to that. What He does with everything else He does in His own way, and the step is yours to take today.

  1. Climb I keep waiting to be able to make, you are not what gets me out, and in the name of Jesus I stop training for you. Scripture says He brought me up out of the miry clay, and clay is in that verse precisely because nobody gets a grip in it.
  2. Fear that asking before I am in reach would be embarrassing, you have had three years of my strength and left me further down. Scripture gives every verb of that rescue to God, so there was never a fitness test for you to hold over me.
  3. Lord God, You bring up and You set the feet and You establish the going, and I am standing one step further on than I was a minute ago with nothing prepared. I thank You, because Your Holy Spirit did the drawing and Your word left me only the crying out, and I am received at the bottom and not at the rim.

Why we ask you to say these out loud

The word this stands on

Psalm 40:2

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